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today I went to visit my ex-coworker's wedding ceremony.

I met many old coworkers who worked together before.

They looked very nice.

I heared their recent news from the company, well, actually It wasn't a good news....

I felt guilty when I left the company, thought like I dumped many regacies to them without good transfering

hope they go to find a better job. also me too.

Wheneve I go to the wedding ceremony, I feel envy, jealouse, as well as sad.

because I won't do that in Korea with my parents.

sorry mom and dad..but sister will do it instead of me. Thanks!

below is what ChatGPT reviewd.

Today I went to my ex-coworker's wedding ceremony.

I met many old coworkers whom I had worked with before.

They looked very nice.

I heard their recent news from the company; well, actually, it was't good news.

I felt guilty when I left the company, thinking I had dumped many responsibilities on them without a proper transfer.

I hope they find better jobs, and I hope the same for myself.

Whenever I go to a wedding ceremony, I feel enviousand jealous, as well as sad.

Because I won't be doing that in Korea with my parents.

Sorry, Mom and Dad, but my sister will do it instead of me, Thanks!

I watched a Youtuber who immigrated to Canada and work there for 5 more years.

He said he didn't know English at first and had a hard time to communicate and live there

but he endured the hard time and now no problem to live.

I might have the same problem as he had at first

well, a little bit afraid of wokring in English, could not understand what my boss says or could miss something important but I dont't know.

so as my imagination, I keep asking to check like "could you check what I understand correctly?"

it wouldn't occur an issue to ask.

but the most terrified thing which could happen to me is to get fired by my broken English.

I have technical skills to work and also great communication skills too.

but I should admit, I'm short of knowledge about IT terms in English

even translators couldn't translate it to Korean because the English sentences in IT field would be different from normal Englsih.

for example, whenever I translate 'airflow', translators show me 'air's flow' lol

No! airflow is just a name of platform, you can't change the meaning.

I should keep watching IT technical English a lot so that I won't have problems to have an interview and talk at work.

below is what ChatGPT reviewd.

I watched a YouTuber who immigrated to Canada and has been working there for over five years.

He said he did'nt know English at first and had a hard time communicating and living there,

but he endured the difficult times and now has no problem living there.

I might have the same problems he had at first.

I'm a little afraid of working in English, not understanding what my boss says, or missing something important.

So, as I imaine, I would keep asking for confirmation like, "Could you check If I understand this correctly?"

It wouldn't be an issue to ask.

But the most terrifying thing that could happend to me is getting fired because of my broken English.

I have technical skills and great communication skills too.

However, I have to admit that I'm lacking in knowledge of IT terms in English.

Even translators sometimes can't translate them to Korean because the English used in the IT field is different from normal English.

For exmaple, whenever I translate 'airflow', translators show me. 'the flow of air' lol.

No! Airflow is just the name of a platform; you can't change the meaning.

I need to keep studying IT technical English a lot so that I won't have problems during interviews or at work.

my daily routine.

I wake up at 9am, and have a breakfast.

It's a protein shake and banana.

start work from home til 11:50 am, and go to work out to the gym for 45 mins.

for the left time til 1pm, I eat lunch. 

sometimes I eat and work simultaneously.

after finishing work, ride my bike to go to the office for dinner.

Dinner is on the company.

Go to the park right after dinner and enjoy sunset, think about today, future, and my life

come back home and study English or sleep when I feel tired or meet my friends.

take a shower and watch game playing on youtube on the bed

these days I'm watching spelunky playing.

well, this is my routine and a little bit boring.

yes I feel I'm growing up day by day but nothing special.

below is what ChatGPT reviewd.

My daily routine:

I wake up at 9am and have breakfast, which is a protein shake and a banana.

I start work from home until 11:50am, then go to the gym for a 45-minute workout.

For the remaining time until 1pm, I eat lunch.

Sometimes, I eat and work simutaneously.

After finishing work, I ride my bike to the office for dinner.

Dinner is provided by the company.

I go to the park right after dinner to enjoy the sunset and think about today, the future, and my life.

I come back home and either study English, sleep if I feel tired, or meet my friends.

I take a shower and watch gaming videos on YouTube in bed.

These days, I'm watching Spelunky playthroughs.

Well, This is my routine.

It's a little but boring.

Yes, I feel like I'm growing day by day, but nothing special happens.

I keep watching TED video and learning from it.

It's really helpful to me cuz, the expressions from the address seem to be used in daily life 

and I can feel and understand its nuance and meaning with its a specific situation.

here, another TED video I watched.

크리스티 젠드론(Christi Gendron): 오감이 기대 수명에 미치는 영향
https://www.ted.com/talks/christi_gendron_the_science_of_lifespan_and_the_impact_of_your_five_senses?language=ko

- this may seem extraordinary, but it really isn't.

- Let's say that you wake up one morning.

- You hear that the birds are chirping.

- It also can affect your emotions as well as how your body physically responds.

- You see the terrified look on the riders' faces.

- feelings that are associated with butterfilies in your stomach, a racing heartbeat, even sweating plams.

- This is an example of how a very short sensory perceptive event can impact you.

- prolonged sensory events can impact the lifespan of an animal.

- what do they have to do with me?

- all respond in terms of changing their lifespan when exposed to a specific environmental cue

- This suggests that those underlying biological processes that drive those changes are similar.

- This is something that would be pretty difficult at best, and unethical at worst.

- Also known as the fruit fly.

- we can easily activate or inhibit specific neuron cells or even the activities of specific molecules.

- I'm the first to admit.

- my belief is biased.

- I'm going to highlight one in particular, and that is death perception.

- as a result of stressful situations surrounding death.

- this could impact soldiers and first responders.

- If I take a vial of flies and I put dead in there,

- they are getting an infection. and that's what's causing them to die.

- If I do the experiment under sterile or infection-free conditions,

- This is causing all those biological changes.

- We turned out attention toward trying to understand it.

- In order for us to develop therapies ..

- on that note, I'd like to leave you with a happy perceptive expericence,

in the hopes that this positively impacts your life.

I remember when I hung out my friend.

We went to a music bar where play music by customer's order.

no one was there at first so we just sad a good sofa for many people for my friend, his back wasn't good.

We talked about 80~90 year songs.

I ordered one of a few pop songs I know.

He knew so many good songs.

we talked about each others, how will you work, when do you start your law school and how long..

and also talked about him.

on that day, he confessed he had a bf, had lived together, and he loved him.

I had a similar experience before, someone who I liked had lover already.

It was not good to me, I was supposed not to meet him anymore

but as I did in the past, I just followed my heart.

Thankfully, I didn't fall in love with him, but It was closed

I appreciated him to tell me not too late.

he said sorry and I said It's okay I support your couple and hope you guys are happy together.

happy together.

It motivated me to immigrate to Canada more, and also made me sad a lot,

I thought am I too late? many good people already met their own lovers and I think I'm too late.....

If my one is waiting for me but I can't see him, that would be a tragic situation.

hope I meet a lover someday, and hope I don't do something stupid by loneliness.

and below is what ChatGPT reviewed.

I remember when I hung out with my friend.

We went to a music bar where they play music based on customers' orders.

No one was there at first, so we just sat on a comfortable sofa that could seat many people. My firned's back wasn't good.

We talked about songs from the '80s and '90s.

I ordered one of the few pop songs I know.

He knew so many good songs.

We talked about each other's lives, how you will work, when you will startlaw school, and how long it will take.

we also talked about him.

That day, he confessed he had a boyfriend, they lived together, and he loved him.

I had a similar experience before, where someone I liked already had a lover.

It wasn't good for me, I was supposed not to meet hime anymore.

But, as I did in the past, I just followed my heart.

Thankfully, I didn't fall in love with him, but It was closed

I appreciated that he told me not too late.

HE said sorry and I said It's okay. I support your relationship and hope you two are happy together.

It motivated me to immigrate to Canada more and also made me sad a lot.

I thought, am I too late? Many good people have already met their partners, and I think I'm too late.

If my one is waiting for me but I can't see him, that would be a tragic situation.

I hope I meet a lover someday and hope I don't do something stupid out of loneliness.