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I feel so great eating frozen juice in the evening after I finish everything I have to do today.

Today I worked overtime so didn't have a time for English studying.

It makes my immigration plan slower.....

Many times I've heared It's not important much to speak English in IT field, tech skills are more important.

so I needed to choose between studying English and tech to focus on more.

Nowadays I'm focusing on English more but doesn't mean I don't study tech at all.

honestly Ive not studied tech cuz I was very busy at work (....)

When I have a time, I've tried to listen to English pot cast reading some shor stories.

I can understand 80% of it.

I think It was really helpful to hang out with foreign friends for opening my ears.

So unless interviewer use some too difficult words, I would understand what they say.

the more important thing is to speak 'what I want to say' and ask again 'If i understand your perpose' and 'what you mean'

I believe the interview would be okay even If I use broken English but I impart what I say somehow.

They know my mother language is not an English.

This is my execuse, it doesn't mean I don't study English hard

Of course better English skill better communication.

...and tech skills too!

Hope I don't lose my will and keep doing it with strong energy.

ChatGPT reviewd my diary and this is the result.

I feel so great eating frozen juice in the evening after finishing everything I had to do today.

Today, I worked overtime and didn't have time to study English.

This makes my immigration plan progress slower...

Many times I've heared that It's not that important to speak English well in the IT field;

tech skills are more important.

So, I needed to choose between focusing on studying English or tech.

Nowadays, I'm focusing omore on English, but that doesn't mean I don't study tech at all.

Honestly, I haven't studied tech much because I've been very busy at work (,....)

When I have time, I've tried to listen to English podcasts and read some short stories.

I can understand 80% of it.

I think it was really helpful to hang out with foreign friends to improve my listening skills.

So, unless the interviewer uses some too difficult words, I would understand what they say.

The more important thing is to speak 'what I want to say' and ask again 'If I understand your purpose'

and 'what you mean'.

I believe the interview will be okay

even if I use broken English as long as I can convey what I mean somehow.

They know English is not my mother language.

This is my execuse; it doens't mean I don't study English hard.

Of course, better English skills mean better communication.

...and tech skills too!

I hope I don't lose my will and keep doing it with strong energy.

This is my late diary!

I couldn't write down so far because of cold.

now I'm okay but still have runny nose and some phlegm

Let's see what happend last week...

I finally resistered a swimming class for the very beginners like me.

The class starts at every 9pm in the olympic park gym, it's perfect for me.

What I expect is this, I work out every early morning like 7 or 8 am.

If I work out late day time, would be tired a lot when I go to swim.

After working out, I go to the office and study English before starting my work.

If I finish my work early before 6pm, study English again.

have dinner and come back home, study Computer Science things watching Udemy.

and take the swimming lesson from 9pm to 10pm.

At 10-11pm, I would be so exhausted.

take a warm shower, read some books, and sleep early to go to the gym next day.

This is my future schedule, I'm not sure how long I can do this lol

One of my frined from India came to Korea and he met his birthday here.

The party was held on Iteawon at midnight on work day, I could'nt join in.

Instead of celebrating him there, I decided to buy him a nice dinner.

Hope we have a good time.

Also, he bought me some nice gifts from India.

some herb teas and traditional underwears which Indian wreslers put on.

Its called 'Longot' and looks very sexy showing my butt lol!

Really can't imagine where I could put this on but I liked it so much. It was fun!

I checked my bank account and... holy crap I spent too much money this month more than I thought.

Of course some of my spent is for devating but still it's too much.

It made me think I should be a miser for a while from now on.

don't remember where I spent.

I have to save moeny so that I can spend it to something memorable.

for example, my father's birthday dinner.

Today, on lunar 19th May, is father's birthday so I went to my parent's house for dinner yesterday.

We ate beef and talked a lot.

And I asked ChatGPT review my diary. this is the result from it.

This is my late diary!

I couldn't write for a while because of a cold.

Now I'm okay but still have a runny nose and some phlegm.

Let's see what happend last week....

I finally registered for a swimming class for complete beginners like me.

The class starts at 9pm at the Olympic Park gym, which is perfect for me.

What I expect is this: I work out every early morning around 7 or 8am

If I work out late in the day, I would be too tired to go swimming.

After working out, I go to the office and study English before starting my work.

If I finish my work early, before 6 pm, I study English again.

I have dinner and come back home, study Computer Science on Udemy.

and then take the swimming lesson from 9pm to 10pm.

At 10-11pm, I would be so exhausted.

I take a warm shower, read some books, and sleep early to go to the gym the next day.

This is my future schedule; I'm not sure how long I can keep it up, lol!

One of my friends from India came to Korea and celebrated his birthday here.

The party was held in Iteawon at midnight on a workday, so I couldn't join in.

Instead of celebrating with him there, I decided to buy hum a nice dinner.

I hope we have a good time.

Also, he bought me some nice gifts from India:

some herbal teas and traditional underwear which Indian wrestlers wear.

It's called 'Langot' and looks very sexy, showing off my butt, lol!

I really can't imagine where I could wear this, but I liked it so much. It was fun!

I checked my bank account and.. holy crap, I spent too much money this month, more than I thought.

Of course, some of my spending is for debating, but still, it's too much.

It made me think I should be a miser for a while from now on.

I don't remember where I spent so much.

\I have to save money so that I can spend it on something memorable.

For example, my father's birthday dinner.

Today, on the lunar 19th of May, is my father's birthday, so I went to my parent's house for dinner yesterday.

We ate beef and talked a lot.

Oh my... I feel so sick.

since last week my headache started and now I feel terrible.

Also I have kept caughing and had runny nose.

can't focusing on my work and study as well as working out too

my throat is sore and my eyes are bitter.

I'm so sorry for myself not to work out for a few days.

I just wanna sleep a lot and do nothing.

hope people who I love don't get sick as me.

 below is what ChatGPT reviewd.

On my... I feel so sick.

Since last week, my headache started and now I teel terrible.

Also, I have kept coughing and have a runny nose.

I can't focus on my work and study, and I can't work out either.

My throat is sore and my eyes are burning.

I'm so sorry for myself for no working out for a few days.

I just want to sleep a lot and do nothing.

I hope the people I love don't get sick like me.

Sometimes I fall into a lazy hole.

In there, I feel I want to do nothing at all.

what I do is only watching youtube in my soft and comfy bed

and going to the restroom to dump my water every 2 hours. that's all.

some people said this is a burnout.

If i can call it burnout, I used to meet burnout many times.

when I'm on that status, I just think I'm too afraid of doing perfectly,

to keep being nice, to handles tasks in time, to keep studying, not to be lazy,,, etc.

I aslo think that isn't it okay to be a little bit lazy or take a rest today...? i've been doing great so far....

It means, I've takenover many things, like preparing immigration, working out, working, socializing...

If I don't follow them, I would be called 'a lazy guy', 'a failure' or 'a loser' in society and community.

What I'm afraid of is not to be called like that, but I'm afraid of that I could miss the better future for me.

If my English is not good for getting a job in abroad, I would miss the chance to live in foreign counties.

If my body is not good, I would get sick and not overcome stress from people and work.

If I'm satisfied with now, I wouldn't be a better person or meet a better future.

so just keep running and pushing me myself.

I know I need my own time to focus on me myself only so that I can take care of my heart and spirit.

I can say, I can get an energy by meditation.

then I should ask me myself, WHEN can you satisfy with your life??

Even If I succeed to immigrate, I would also push myself again, for ex, work hard to earn money or join many community for socializing.

When???

so I had to answer to this question.

I say, right after immigration, right after starting to live in Canada, right after living as me myself.

Then I will take a rest and balance life and work, enjoy my hobbies and meeting people, love my one as much as I've been waited for a long time.

and below is what chatgpt reviewed.

Sometimes I fall into a lazy hole.

In there, I feel like doing nothing at all.

All I do is watch YouTube in my soft and comfy bed and go to the restroom every 2 hours. That's all.

Some people call this a burnout.

If I can call it a burnout, I've encountered it many times.

When I'm in that state, I just think I'm too afraid of doing things perfectly, of staying nice, of handling tasks on time, of keeping up with my studies, and not being lazy.

I also think, isn't it okay to be a little lazy or take a rest today? I've been doing great so far...

It means I've taken on many things, like preparing for immigration, working out, working, and socializing.

If I don't follow through, I would be called 'a lazy guy', 'a failure', or 'a loser' in society and my community.

What I'm afraid of is not being called these names, but that I might miss a better future for myself.

If my English isn't good enough for getting a job abroad, I would miss the chance to live in a foreign country.

If my body isn't in good shape, I could get sick and not handle the stress from people and work.

If I'm satisfied with now, I wouldn't become a better person or reach a better future.

So, I keep running and pushing myself.

I know I need time to focus on myself, to take care of my heart and spirit.

I can say, I get energy from meditation.

Then I ask myself, WHEN can you be satisfied with your life?

Even If I succeed in immigrating,I would push myself again, for example, working hard to earn money or joining many communities to socialize.

When?

So, I had to answer this question.

I say, right after immigration, right after starting to live in Canada, right after living as myself.

Then I will rest and balance life and work, enjoy my hobbies and meeting people, and love my partner as much as I've waitied for a long time.

check this awesome TED video!

쥴리안 트레져 (Julian Treasure): 사람들이 듣고 싶어하게 말하는 법
https://www.ted.com/talks/julian_treasure_how_to_speak_so_that_people_want_to_listen?language=en

- There are a number of habits that we need to move away from.

- I've assembled for your pleasure here seven deadly sins of speaking.

- Gosship. Speaking ill of somebody who's not present.

- Judging. We know people who are like this in conversation.

- I know, isn't it dreadful?

- but actually, complaining is viral misery.

- Penultimate, the sixth of the seven, embroidery, exaggeration.

- It demeans our language, actually, sometimes.

- And finally, dogmatism.

- The confusion of facts with opinions.

- When those two things get conflated, you are listening into the wind.

- Somebody is bombarding you with their opinions as if they were true.

- I'd like to suggest that there are four really powerful cornerstones, foundations

that we can stand on if we want our speech to be powerful

and to make change in the world.

- Fortunately, these things spell a word, the word is "HAIL"

and it has a great definition as well.

"to greet or acclaim enthusiastically"

- The A is authenticity, just being yourself.

- The I is integrity, being your word, actually doing what you say

and being somebody people can trust.

- Tempered with love, of course, honesty is a great thing.

- I'd like to have a little rummage in there with you now.

- just pull of few tools out 

- If I go down here in my throat, which is where most of us speak from most of the time.

- There are amazing things you can do with posture, with breathing, and with excercises.

- we use in order to impart meaning.

- It's root one for meaning in conversation.

- Every sentence ends as if it were a question when it's a actually not a question, It's a statement.

- it's actually restricting your ability to communicate which I think is a shame.

- There's nothing wrong with a bit of silence in a talk.

- Sorry about that, if I startled anybody.

- Some people broadcast the whole time, its called sodcasting.

- Imposing your sound on people around you carelessly and inconsiderately. not nice

- asking for a raise

- arms up, deep breath in, and sigh out

- Now your lips should be coming alive.

- It starts with 'we' and goes to 'aw', The 'wee is high, the 'aw' is low.

- Give yourselves a round of applause.

- Let me just put this in context to close.